Released: August 9th 2016
Published by Thomas Dunne Books
Length: 11 hrs and 8 mins
“It was powerful, compelling, intense, wrong and …. beautiful, in a world that had nothing but ugly in it.”
~ Under the Covers
First things first. I don’t shy away from a dark/forbidden read. But also, it takes a great author to pull it off in a way that consumes me. So when I first saw all the hype around this book and the subject matter, I’ll admit it only put me off because I didn’t want to go in with high expectations only to be disappointed. But it kept calling to me, and I took the plunge.
To say that this book is very different is an understatement. I waited a few days to write this review to process my feelings and I’m still conflicted. At the heart of it, yes, it’s a story about love. But it’s about so much more than that. When you meet these characters, you’ll see why. And when we talk about taboo, this book went at it with balls of steel. I have to commend the author for going places with this story that couldn’t have been easy and certainly were risky decisions. Brave and ugly ones. They were also the ones that had my emotions going haywire, fighting how I felt with what my mind was telling me I should. The author evoked that so well. I can also understand how some people won’t read it because they feel it’ll be pushing the envelope too much for them. If you’re on the fence though, then I think you should give it a try.
As the blurb for this book suggests, this is a Wavy’s story. A little girl we meet when she’s a very young girl. Her father is a meth dealer, her mom is a junkie and has even more problems, and she’s never known a normal home or an ounce of love. My heart broke for Wavy and how she had to grow up. When she meets Kellen, he’s the anti of everything I think of in a hero. Not attractive, a thug working for her father, the age difference is considerable and he has so little care for himself, others, his appearance or anything. Except he cares for Wavy. And the bond and relationship that forms between them from a very young age should have made me turn the other way. But, somehow, it didn’t. It was powerful, compelling, intense, wrong and …. beautiful, in a world that had nothing but ugly in it.
This is by no means an easy story to read because it’ll make you uncomfortable and question how you feel. And what made me uncomfortable the most, was the fact that I wasn’t having the expected feelings I should’ve. My heart ached for these two broken people to put each others pieces together. This book drew out so many emotions from me. And all of this had NOTHING to do with anything sexual. Their connection runs so much deeper than that could ever be. Ultimately, I think that’s what had the most impact.
I think a big part of why this story works is the writing itself. Flawless. There’s different POVs, not just from Kellen and Wavy, and I think that gives us such perspective into the situation. Most importantly, in that detachment from the main characters emotions I found it allowed me to experience their story from my own POV and come to terms with how I really felt about it. It really was like watching a movie.
I hope that you give it a chance and take on the emotional rollercoaster. It’s not all tears, I promise. It’ll just push you out of your comfort zone and will only leave a real, gritty, unconventional and raw story that will stay with you for a long time.
“I do love you,” he’d said, his voice rumbling through the floor.
“I love you all the way.”
Not the sort of thing a family friend says to a thirteen-year-old girl.
“I was selfish to wish for you.”
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